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Husband of BBC’s Rachael Bland reveals their son’s heartbreaking words after she died of breast cancer

Husband of BBC's Rachael Bland reveals their son's heartbreaking words after she died of breast cancer

THE husband of BBC newsreader Rachael Bland has in the present day revealed the heartbreaking words their son, Freddie, uttered to him within the days after she died.

Talking for the primary time since her dying, Steve Bland stated their three-year-old advised him: “Don’t worry daddy, it’s just us two now. It’ll be OK.”

 Steve Bland has revealed the heartbreaking words his son Freddie uttered, days after his mum Rachael died of breast cancer

RACHAEL BLAND

Steve Bland has revealed the heartbreaking words his son Freddie uttered, days after his mum Rachael died of breast cancer

The dad-of-one seems on a particular version of You, Me And The Massive C, the award-winning podcast Rachael created and introduced.

The 40-year-old died on September 5, two years after being recognized with breast cancer.

Steve informed Rachael’s podcast co-hosts, The Solar’s Deborah James and Lauren Mahon, that listening to his spouse had simply “days to live” hit him like a “sledge hammer”.

“I can still hear it now, him (the doctor) saying it, ‘days, days’. It was a proper sledge hammer.”

 Talking for the primary time since Rachael's demise in September, Steve stated Freddie informed him: "Don't worry daddy, it's just us two now. It'll be OK."

RACHAEL BLAND

Talking for the primary time since Rachael’s demise in September, Steve stated Freddie informed him: “Don’t worry daddy, it’s just us two now. It’ll be OK.”

Our lovely, brave Rachael died peacefully this morning surrounded by her shut household. We’re crushed however she would need me to thank everybody who took an curiosity in her story or despatched messages of help. You’ll by no means understand how a lot they meant to her. Steve and Freddie xxx pic.twitter.com/soq7YHvF9u

— Rachael Bland (@Rachael_Hodges) September 5, 2018

Steve stated he spent an agonising week watching Rachael sleep, and checking she was respiration, earlier than she handed away at house in Cheshire, surrounded by her household.

However he stated the couple’s son, Freddie, has been an enormous supply of consolation via the darkest days.

“He’s brilliant,” Steve informed Deborah and Lauren. “I feel he is a bit younger to know even on a really base degree what’s occurred.

“He is simply full of power, full of pleasure and full of life.

 BBC newsreader Rachael died on September 5, two years after she was diagnosed with breast cancer

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BBC newsreader Rachael died on September 5, two years after she was recognized with breast cancer

“You can’t look at him without seeing Rachael, so it’s a little bit of her there all the time, just next to me.”

However, Steve revealed, regardless of his younger age, the intuitive toddler has proven glimmers of knowledge approach past his years.

“There have been occasions where I’ve lost my temper with him and I know I wouldn’t have done in normal circumstances,” he stated.

I began crying as a result of it actually upset me that I’d shouted at him. And he simply turned to me and he stated, ‘Daddy, are you crying because of mummy’? And I stated, ‘yes’. And he stated, ‘Daddy, don’t fear, it’s simply us two now. It’ll be OK’

Steve shares Freddie’s heartbreaking words

“I shouted at him as a result of he was being a proper ache, I used to be making an attempt to get him dressed.

“I began crying as a result of it actually upset me that I might shouted at him.

“And he simply turned to me and he stated, ‘Daddy, are you crying as a result of of mummy’?

“And I said, ‘yes’. And he said, ‘Daddy, don’t worry, it’s just us two now. It’ll be OK’.”

 Steve appeared on a special edition of the You, Me And The Big C podcast, which his wife created and presented

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Steve appeared on a particular version of the You, Me And The Massive C podcast, which his spouse created and introduced

Rachael Bland lifeless aged 40 – BBC newsreader dies two years after breast cancer analysis

Steve informed Deborah and Lauren, neither he nor Rachael “understood just how tough those last few days were going to be”.

Days earlier than Rachael died, she was in hospital having scans, when docs informed the couple she confronted a really brief survival time.

“I think, probably both of us were thinking, weeks, months,” Steve admitted.

“From that point on she died almost exactly a week later.”

Rachael was recognized with triple damaging breast cancer in November 2016.

However, in April, docs dealt the household the crushing blow that her breast cancer was incurable.

 Rachael presented the award-winning podcast with The Sun's Deborah James and Lauren Mahon - both fellow cancer patients

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Rachael introduced the award-winning podcast with The Solar’s Deborah James and Lauren Mahon – each fellow cancer sufferers

Within the words of the legendary Frank S – I’m afraid the time has come my associates. And out of the blue. I’m informed I’ve solely acquired days. It’s very surreal. Thanks a lot for all of the help I’ve acquired. Debs and lozz will proceed with the #youmebigc podcast. Au revoir my pals. ?? pic.twitter.com/DhMurbqMJz

— Rachael Bland (@Rachael_Hodges) September three, 2018

For six months, Steve and Rachael knew her situation was terminal. In that point, Rachael rushed to complete writing a guide, For Freddie, for which Steve has now secured a writer – and hopes to launch subsequent yr.

He stated: “We acquired so much achieved. Quite a bit of stuff to do with pensions, the mortgage, demise admin.

“I feel it undoubtedly gave her rather a lot of consolation. Cash does not matter, nevertheless it takes away one of the stresses when you already know sure issues are sorted.

I discovered it fairly arduous within the day or two after she died to recollect what she appeared like, simply usually… and even what she seemed like simply sitting subsequent to me on the couch

Steve Bland

“She was one for an inventory, she deliberate her funeral earlier than she died and we tried to stay to what she stated, in order that took lots of stress out of that.

“She was just an unbelievable girl.”

Steve stated. whereas the couple had an opportunity to have the necessary conversations, and put together, the one factor he actually did not know the best way to face was the bodily course of of his spouse’s dying.

“We did not speak about it, I had completely no concept what truly bodily was going to occur to Rachael over these 4 or 5 days the place she was getting increasingly sick.

 Rachael was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer in November 2016

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Rachael was recognized with triple damaging breast cancer in November 2016

“We’re scared about speaking about the entire thing, I did not have any concept what was going to occur.

“I did not really feel like anybody actually defined how exhausting and the way demanding that final 4 or 5 days have been going to be.

“I may be improper, however I simply really feel that if Rachael had recognized how arduous it was going to be she may need needed to enter a hospice or one thing else.

“I just don’t know that either of us understood just how tough it was going to be – how demanding on her it was, having me looking after her, and how demanding it was on me.”

Steve additionally opened as much as Deborah and Lauren concerning the “incredible outpouring” after his spouse’s dying – admitting it was onerous at occasions.

 In April, doctors revealed her breast cancer was incurable and by May scans showed it had spread

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In April, docs revealed her breast cancer was incurable and by Might scans confirmed it had unfold

 Days earlier than she died, Steve stated listening to that his spouse had simply "days to live" hit him like a sledge hammer

Rachel Bland

Days earlier than she died, Steve stated listening to that his spouse had simply “days to live” hit him like a sledge hammer

 Steve has recently found a publisher to publish Rachael's memoirs, For Freddie, next year

Rachel Bland

Steve has just lately discovered a writer to publish Rachael’s memoirs, For Freddie, subsequent yr

“It was very hard because my Rachael wasn’t the Rachael who did the podcast, wasn’t the Rachael on TV, wasn’t the Rachael on the radio,” he stated.

“My Rachael was the one who sat subsequent to me on the couch watching crappy TV.

“You already know, who shouted to get a glass of wine or no matter.

“It was very troublesome – as comforting because it all was – seeing Rachael the TV individual, the podcast individual.

“I discovered it fairly exhausting within the day or two after she died to recollect what she seemed like, simply usually… and even what she appeared like simply sitting subsequent to me on the couch.

“It was probably three or four days when it had died down a little bit and the storm had subsided somewhat that those memories started coming back and it was a bit of a crash.”

 The new edition of the podcast is the first time Deborah and Lauren have been back in the studio without Rachael, and said the only person they wanted in her chair was Steve

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The brand new version of the podcast is the primary time Deborah and Lauren have been again within the studio with out Rachael, and stated the one individual they needed in her chair was Steve

 Steve and Rachael met at work, both working at BBC Radio 5 Live

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Steve and Rachael met at work, each working at BBC Radio 5 Reside

The dad-of-one additionally shared a invaluable piece of recommendation he was given, to assist cope with grief: “The cross you have to bear doesn’t get any lighter, your legs just get stronger every day.”

On September three, two days earlier than she died, Rachael posted her last message to followers on social media, revealing she had “just days to live”, signing off with a heartbreaking “au revoir”.

Rachael was the brainchild of the You, Me And The Massive C podcast, which since her demise was topped Greatest New Present on the Arias  – the Oscars for the radio business.

The brand new episode of the award-winning BBC podcast airs at this time, and it marks the primary time Deborah and Lauren have stepped foot contained in the recording studio with out their greatest pal.

It was, Deborah advised The Solar, an “incredibly emotionally charged time”.

“We were all in floods of tears, we all had our moments,” the 37-year-old, who has stage four bowel cancer, stated.

“It was the first time we had been there without Rach sitting in that chair.”

Her co-host, Lauren, added, “there’s only one person we’d have in that chair,” referring to Steve.

“After Rachel’s death we all agreed the first You, Me And The Big C, would be on loss, and the only person alongside us would be Steve.”

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